i need a miracle.
now of all days.

why is it when you need one the most it is most scarce?
ang damot.
how cruel.

what is one miracle to You?
why do others get it more than most people?
more than most people...like me?

i am most people.
i have to eat dirt.
endure the pain.suffer silently like the rest.
like most people because i am most people.
i will...

watch with envy, those who got blessed.

I'm a total math klutz. My brother and sister did better in that subject than I ever did. Sad to say my performace (particularly in calculus) was dismal. However, I am proud to say that I never failed therefore I never had to retake the damnable subject(s) ever again. I made sure I get a passing grade (going to masses, novena, you name it) because I am not a sadist that I would let myself undergo a repeat of such a torturous experience. i guess what i am trying to say is that if solving a calculus problem is required to save my life, I'm in deep deep sh*t. With that introduction I would like to say:

CONGRATULATIONS to the CE Board Passers for November 2006. my hermano's friend placed 9th. everyone's kind of expecting that he'd end up somewhere on the top hahaha! because that dude is so out of this world, reviewed like there's no tomorrow and it did pay off very well. I could only wish my hermano would be the same pero well asa pa di ba +_) haha just kidding shoty!
anyway, Congratulations Marlon!

9th place Marlon Milla - Ateneo de Naga University

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PS:and before i forget: HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

dreamt i was at the supermarket in naga. i was standing by the road, about to cross a small lane. a lady selling cupcakes and other sweets behind me. but i was sleepy. i closed my eyes and slept there. standing.

and then i fell. face first. on the cold muddy asphalt. i didn't get up. i just closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.in the real world, i stirred awake. i thought it was real. but then i remembered if that happened i would be so muddy and so embarrassed i wouldn't dare show my face there again. it was only a dream. of a very tired mind and a restless soul. still i wonder how one could dream sleeping. i must be really tired that i am now starting to dream that i am asleep.

must get more good sleep...zzz.... zzz...